And I have to sit through this course for 7 days. I dunno if I can bear with it. Although Seah (the instructor) is a good colleague of mine and all, and he likes to call on me trying to make the class lively (at my expense), it's still bloody boring. Gosh.

Today everybody is just so dead. I'm falling asleep, the guy in front of me is falling asleep. Brandon beside me, is also falling asleep. Even that irritating Korean-freak Ernest is falling asleep. And I've only been here for 2 days! Can't imagine what it was like for these AJT guys who were here since a week ago. I marvel at how they've survived.

For now. Met Diyana yest for a lil tete-a-tete session. Touched at how much she wants me to end up with him so we can all go on a double-date with her current "target" right now. Hahaha. Touched that she thought of me (the MOTHER of all pathetic, amazingly dreadful sick lovelorns) when she thinks she's in the same boat as me. But not quite, of course.

Mine is a sadder case. In fact, mine is so sad that if it were to be made into a movie, the audiences will be bawling their eyes out for the female protagonist. Which is moi, me, yours truly lah. Not only bawling, they'll be laughing at her too. You know... mockery? That she seems so unfitting everywhere else. And the audiences, if they could, will wanna track the male protagonist down, beat him to a pulp and tell him, "CAN'T YOU TELL, YOU IDIOT?! YOU'VE JUST LET GO OF WHAT COULD POSSIBLY BE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE!".

Oh I watch too much tv. *rolls eyes*

I told D, sometimes it plays tricks on us. Like thinking the phone vibrated, hoping to see that person's name on your mobile screen. Like holding onto your dear phone, hoping he will msg or call you. Like keeping your phone close to your pillow, 'just in case' he needs you in the middle of the night. I know, I know... I've been through that.

I'm glad she could relate to me and all that, but I'm not exactly proud of my current situation you know. Mine truly sucks.



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