Keeping myself occupied and busy is a fantastic idea! But being happy is a plus, a bonus. Something I hope to achieve every single day. Something so simple and yet so difficult to attain. I still dream. I love to dream. If only financially I'm loaded but I'm not. 90% of my bonus I do not see, do not touch but it's off to a good use I suppose.

Funny how I work so hard and I have people questioning me about my hard-earned money. I get so tired answering to this. It's like as if I'm living off of other people. I am entitled to what's mine you know. And I dunno know why I have to answer to others why I keep the money or where my money goes.

I did my part and that is not to say that I am allowed to even use what I earned? It's depressing and I'm tired. I don't think I wanna say anything anymore the next time I'm being interrogated.



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