You know you're in love when you can't wait to get home to see that someone. You know you're in love when you just can't stop talking about him. You know you're in love when you're conveniently distracted from work and all. I know I'm in love but sad to say, that someone is not even close to being real. Well, he is real of course. He exists. Just that he's a tad too far from where I am. Heh. And for that, he is unreal. In love, my foot ah!

Of course, this will soon go away. I know myself too well. This comes as no surprise. Once in awhile, some tv personality will drop by your screen and you'll be infatuated in no time. I'm strange, and that goes without saying. *smiles*

ANYWAY, I realise I've lost touch with the outside world lately. Outside as in - outside of my office's and house's four walls. Why? Everyday, I forget what the date is. And of all things, the most over-rated one of all, the big fuss - Valentine's Day - is actually tomorrow. *rolls eyes*

Usually, I will be outside and I'll see flowers growing out of everywhere and I'll be complaining that I'm gonna be sick. And then you'll see silly smiles on the girls' faces, gazing at the very expensive bouquet of flowers (or teddy bears) while the boyfriends carry their purses like sissies. Geez.

Funny how love and affection are only shown on one specific date. You mean, the rest of the year you can buat bodoh and take your partners for granted? That's the norm, isn't it? But hey, I don't celebrate it so I don't really care.

Sis is gonna be admitted today. Shall go see her later. In fact, I'll go see her everyday and stare at her until she gets bored of me. I'll buy her one big balloon for her to put beside her bed, she'll be so paiseh I tell ya.

P/s: Thank you to those who are very much concern with her condition. She's ok lah. Once it's removed, she'll be fine. Insya-allah.



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