On April 15th, these two 16 year-old Australian girls from Belgrave committed suicide together. Hand in hand, friendship for friendship. It's a tragedy, really. From the picture above, they call themselves 'Bitter Despaired Clowns'.

One can only wonder what went through their minds before they plunged themselves to death. A suicide pact that only they themselves know. What made them so miserably depressed that they decided to put nooses around their neck and hang themselves from a tree? A friendship so close, it binds. A friendship so close, you're willing to die with her...

Chilling.

Tonight, I'm going for my overdued massage at my aunt's place. It has been months now since I went for my last one. And I think I'm gonna fall sick real soon. My nose is bleeding everyday and the fatigue is seriously settling in. I was so close to seeing the doctor just now but I figured, the stupid doctors here will just think I'm crazy to be wasting my money for nothing.

You can hardly find some decent, honest, caring doctors these days. Only when you've been hospitalised, then they'll tell a thousand million things that you didn't even know you had. And then, they'll give you the ultimate shock by presenting you the medical bills. You pay through your nose ok.

I dunno why I'm pissed off about this when I'm not even lying on a hospital bed. It just suddenly came across my mind how sickening they can be sometimes.

Anyway, I'm not gonna bother about doctors. I hope the massage tonight will ease the aches and all. You know, loosen up all my tight knots in my stiff joints and relax a little. Hopefully, I can still bring myself home later...