Yes I know, I can't make up my mind. What can I say... I still find Blogger the best among others. I just hope that they don't decide to block it again...

I just got off the phone with Has and I think that was one of the most deeply meaningful conversations I've ever had. And with that, I shall make a pledge to improve myself so that I'll 'go' prepared.

Slowly, but surely. With His guidance of course. And lots of effort and determination and discipline. Insya-allah...

Moving on... Yesterday, I stayed almost the entire day in front of the laptop and all I could come up with was 1 1/2 paragraph worth of words for my assignment. Cheh.

Just last Friday, I had a confusing conversation with one lady - a classmate in my tutorial group, about me taking 20 credits per sem when she can only afford 10 credits per sem.

(1 subject/module = 10 credits)
(1 subject/module = 3 TMAs)
(TMAs = Tutor-marked Assignments)

At first she went, "Wah?! 2 modules?! That means 6 TMAs right?! 6 TMAs in 4 months?!"
"Ah yes," I replied.
"How do you handle it?!" She asked in bewilderment.

She went as though I was absolutely NUTS to do 2 modules. Like it was totally absurd to even think of doing such a thing, when it's perfectly normal.

Then after that she went on and said... "I envy you."
And I went, "Huh?"

Eh? I don't envy me. Seriously. I don't.

Trust me, if I've had all the time in the world, I would wanna do one module per sem man.

I did alot of thinking lately... of which area of expertise I would like to engage in, in the near future, if all goes well. It boils down to either Child Psychology or Forensic Psychology. Both very interesting but both offer very different kind of goal, satisfaction, mood and stress.

And think I did. I think I know now which one to choose.

It's a tough road but it's one which I can't wait to embark on. :)



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