Stress. There's positive stress and of course, there's the stress we ALL can relate to - the negative stress. Positive stress is what's motivating me to study. I hope I don't go mad halfway, succumb to the negative stress and give up. Right now, in my current state of mind, I can still cope but there is the vulnerable part of me lingering somewhere, waiting for me to crumble down.

As the days go by, it's getting nearer and nearer to the exam date. I'm starting to panic a lil because I'm running out of time, with "work" consuming 3/5 of my daily life span. I try to study as and when I can. I dunno, tho', if my brain has absorbed all that I've learned so far.


It's overwhelming.


My mind is always drifting too. Right now, I'm thinking of this.....


and this...

when I should be doing this...

Although, it is crucial to not waste time, it is also essential to take a break every now and then. So tonight, I shall be doing this...

Ahh... I feel so guilty but I need it. It's been a while now. I think my limbs will fall apart.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI / DIWALI to ALL MY INDIAN FRIENDS!



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