And then I felt really bad for trashing and felt I should be gracious and give others face so I deleted those angry posts. Again. Those who managed to read it, good for you. Those who don't, good for you.

I was angry. Very angry. Usually if I'm angry, I can still contain it and calm myself down. Usually, I will just keep quiet. But yesterday... I told some people off. And when I tell people off and trembling furiously, it means I'm really really pissed. It means you have crossed the line, pushed me to the edge and caused the fuse to blow. And that... rarely happens ok. I used to be, after all, a hot-tempered person. Or maybe I still am.

But I'm a fair person. I don't get angry for no rhyme or reason. So I had a reason to be damn bloody foul. Even my boss didn't dare bring up the issue to my face after I sent the harsh email.

I know anger kills you me. Even I get scared of myself when I'm angry. It has since subsided slightly and I really don't like to keep the anger inside me. I don't like to waste my time arguing really. And I certainly don't like to hate people or tell people off.

Perhaps, I am more disappointed than angry because the person is my friend's friend. One whom I've always had a good impression of. Till yesterday. Unfortunately.

It's not easy to tell people to be nice because it doesn't pay to be nice sometimes. The irony of trying to instill such attitude in one! Sometimes, people's behaviour leaves you clueless. I'm not really angry about the issue but more of one's attitudes towards the other.

We're not brainless people, just a lil too full of ourselves sometimes. Blame it on pride. But I shall not go deep into this anymore because I'm exhausted. Just too tired. There are other things to worry about.

I've always believe that we should treat others the way you wanna be treated. But sad to say, not everybody share the same sentiments. That's why this world can never be a happy place. I'm just too... disappointed.

♥

Lucerne

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