I am so fucking angry I could just cry rite now. I thought fine, I can still put up with you but today... today you really blew it. Pushed me too far. I don't like the tone you used on me and I don't like the way you talk to me. If you think you can come and do miracles here, suit yourself. You can seriously fuck off.

I am tired ok. I am so tired. I'm feeling more weary than ever. I'm at that point where I can just break down if I were to snap. You question my work thinking that it's all so easy here? I don't care whether you like me or not. Why don't you handle everythin then. Yes I threw the paperwork at you so? You think I care?

I told you to your face once and I'm not gonna say it again. "Do whatever you wanna do. Next time, I'm not gonna take out anythin from the stupid folders. Whenever you feel like you're ready to pass the paperwork to me, you pass it to me if not I cannot be bothered. When I bother, you say it's wrong and you talk to me like as if I'm a piece of shit so next time you do it." And I walked off.

So? I try to be nice and this is what I get? Everythin is a-ok and here you come and mess things up. What the fuck. You think me sitting down at my desk, I'm oblivious? You're so damn wrong. I don't say much but that doesn't mean I'm not feeling fucked up inside ok.

You don't know what I have to put up with. I feel like I'm in a box and I can't get out. I'm sorry if my sarcasm gets to you but if you look into my eyes, you'll know that I don't fucking care at all.

AND DON'T STAND BEHIND ME WHEN I'M DOING MY STUFF. I DON'T LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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