The heart feels slightly heavy these days. I dunno why. Probably because I am not ready to just let go. Seriously, I dunno what I'm holding onto lah. It's so taxing.

I hate having those question marks hanging over my head everyday. Sometimes the question mark

?

is so big that I feel like writing

'WHY?'

on an A3 paper and paste it on his forehead. Or better still, a mahjong paper so that it's clear enough for him to see. I have so many questions for him but if I were to be given that opportunity to even ask him, I think I'll just go mute.

I just want to get it over and done with. I just want my questions answered. At least, I can have a piece of mind. But we don't always get what we want, do we?

Hai. So mafan. I think I'm happier flying solooooo...

P/s: You can really go crazy missing someone. Akil, don't cry ok... Next 2 weeks Kak Nadira will bring you out and we'll go wake all the fishes and froggies and goaties up and scare them ok?

♥

Lucerne

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