I just realised that mood - you know, the state of emotion or mind - can actually be quite infectious. I'm talking from person to person. When I read a blog that is moody, I tend to want to be moody too. Yah, I'm weird that way but I know that's due to my sensitivity.

I love to read her blog, especially when she cooed about that lil oh-so cute daughter of hers. I just love to look at her pictures. Her daughter I mean. But today, the mother was feeling rather disheartened and perhaps, disappointed with herself. And <-- that mood is affecting me right now.

Partly because of the lack of sleep and medication (yes, I'm still on it). Yes, it causes fatigue, joint pains, insomnia blah blah blah. I seriously don't feel good. I'm just not in the mood to be happy. But only at work. At home, I'm a totally different person. At home, I'm a happy person.

You think I like feeling crappy? I don't ok and I don't enjoy it. At all. I know what I seriously need. I need a holiday. Badly. Seriously. And I know where I wanna go...

Batam. Turi Beach Resort. SGD118 for standard room, SGD168 for deluxe room. No compromises. I want that resort only. Too bad the date that I wanna go is unavailable. *peeved*

That place is seriously to relax, not anything else. I wanted to go to that place so badly that I even dreamt about it yesterday. It was a weird but pleasant one. We (my family) got to touch the crashing waves. It was just beautiful.

The problem is... who should I bring?



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